13th September today- 3 days to go. Helen called yesterday- she has been through it all and it was great to share her journey and learn a little more about the proces I am entering. She was wearing her cancer surviror’s badge – a comfort in a female form in pink diamontes. Today I am feeling vulnerable. Nique talked me through the moment reminding me of Feldenkrais wisdoms about touching the body with care and reminding the tissues that they belong to me and that it will be okay even though there is radical change in store. More flowers coming thanks to the musketeers.
I know now what my text will be going to theatre – I felt my guides come in today- will call them in with all the love and energy of friends- songs, (from Halleluia chorus to rude ones!) bells, music, prayers across the traditions – all have been promised. I will open to them and surrender to the day.