Coming up for air from 5th chemo- one more to go! Learning to address new levels of pain in bone and muscle – bodymine can feel very old some days and hears words like ‘osteo arthritis’ coming into its vocabulary! Good news from recent scans – the bones are not metasticising! I am making resolutions about becoming a calcium rich food guru and work out junkie to survive. Asking the Grandmothers and any other energy sources for 20 years of meaningful life yet to come. Good for nothing at the moment just the same – resting, reading and pottering with meaningless chores about the place – hate the feeling of even a ‘wasted’ hour let alone days at a time without a sense of achieving anything- what a work tragic I am! I have completed a mosaic project and almost through a second and my first patchwork book cover is a day away from its amateur accomplishment… but that is play?
Down but not out